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New Xanga!??

Yep, made a new one.

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Hatred.

You read that first line, yep HATRED.

I'm not really hating anyone, but I'm either hating what they've become, what they're doing, or what they're not doing.

Trashing timeeeeee.

Melanie.
Ignoring me a bit? Can we say a yes? I thought we were BBFF biffle niffles. Yeah, well lately, I haven't been seeing much of you. Yeah real great. Way to choose your boyfriend over me. Betch. Then back to that one night with you 'hating' him. Pfft.

Kaila.
You stole someone you from me whom I loved dearly. I'm way past that. But still. You always tell me how you hate long distance relationships. Well I've got some advice: STOP GOING OUT WITH THE FOOLS. It's hurting you, and even more, hurting them. They're my friends and I care for them almost as much as I care about you. Just stop relationship hopping. Yeah, I just said relationship hopping. Everytime your single you find a new person to go out with. I'm getting sick of it. Stay single like the rest of us. Well me.

Rob.
I'm not liking what I'm hearing about you. Cheating. Using only for sex. Untrue love. What the hell is this? It's not you, or at least the boy I knew. I used to be head over heels for you, but recently, I'm not quite sure. I haven't seen you since October, but still. News flys fast around her. You seem to be the one I'm hearing the most negative about. You said you still loved me. Then you go and go out with my cousin, again. Thanks for the memories, wait actually, thanks for nothing asshole.**********: Cause i have a nice life untill you guys come in. Then shit happens at this moment i want to kill all you cause its so fucking anoying. Gee thanks bitch nucker fucker.

Gabe!.
I'm missing you. A lot. Come back. But ughhh. You've changed. I don't know why, but you have. You call me and ask to hang out, and then when I go to hang out with you, you leave and go with other people. It's just not you. I love you to death Gabriel, but stop acting like this.

VaGINA.
You hate Allison hmmm? Doesn't seem like it. You're always trash talking her, but everytime I turn around, you're hanging out with her. You're on each other's MySpace's like, 'oh this is my bff!' Sorry, that's kind of hypocritical in a way babe.

Vehicle.
I don't see you enough. Well actually, I do, kind of. But when we do hang out, you're kind of quiet. You need to speak up sweetie. There's really nothing I have against you. But you're steering away from me a bit. =/

Dan.
Let's just leave it at that.

Allison.
We don't talk much.

Pookie.
Not much talking. Not much hanging out.

Jay.
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU THESE DAYS? You're kind of annoying though.

Seckler.
Haven't seen you since December. Bitchkins, we need to hang out cutie muffin. :D I miss you the most.

Jason.
Never see you anymore Uncle Honkey.

Not on this list? You may be getting on it soon. I'm getting aggravated at every little thing now.

And for those on the list:
If you read this and are offended, take it out on me now, before I get worse.

Currently Listening Southern Weather By The Almost see related

Another boring day.

I went to school and I had to stay after school for two hours. TWO HOURS.

I feel like that one commercial. xD

Anyways, I can't sit still right now.

My nerves are acting up, and Damiens back again.

Well, at least it looks like it.

Who's Damien you ask?

Yeah, well he's the little fucking boy that sits in the corner of my room and talks to me. Now he doesn't tell me to hurt myself, he only tells me to do so to relax me when I'm extremely depressed. Long story short, he's the person I see. I don't see stupid purple aliens coming after me, I see a little fucking boy. He talks with me and gets my nerves down, he actually is more good than bad.

Yeah, I'm a psycho, what can I say? I can't help it. I have slight OCD and I suffer from depression and everything that goes along with it. I make up diseases in my mind and they come out and I frankly, can't stop them.

Okay, so, enough of this crazy talk, but I will admit, I needed to get that out, it feels a lot better.

Tomorrow I have to stay after school again... and the next day... and prolly the next unless Mister Mali lets me go so I can get ready for the dance.

Oh gawd, the dance. I'm really looking forward to it, you really have no idea. It's actually keeping me through this week. Then the next day, we can go into school at ten. Isn't that amazing? And to wrap it all up and tie a ribbon on it, it's field day. Ah relaxation.

I'm trying to take it one day at a time, just like Erin told me. :)

I'm eating something really putrid right now. Chicken. Fuck, I think I'm going to be sick. My vegetarian/vegan-ness is not going to happen unless I get this shit outta my system. Wow, that sounded so foul.

I just suddenly got really cold. Jeepers. :O I'm going to go get my Pooh blankie to make me warm. :D

Better. Pooh always makes me feel a lot better.

SCIENCE PROJECT.

Roary monster really needs to come here or something so we can work on it, or else we are going to fail... BIG TIME.

Ah whatever. I'm just going to sit back, and listen to some crazy ass music while surfing the web.

Toodles.

Amazing, Because It Is-The Almost.<3

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I've been arching every part of me
Just to see
See
Why you need me to be
The boy girl you need me to be
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
And now I'm found
Was blind but now I see
I just wanna see
I'm the type of person who lets fear drive
I'm the type of guy girl who lets it drive
Cause I'm addicted, I'm needy,
I'm lost without you
I need you
I need you
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see
Amazing grace (amazing grace)
How sweet the sound (how sweet)
That saved a wretch like me (that saved a wretch like me)
I once was lost
But now I'm found (you know I'm found)
Was blind but now I see
Amazing grace (you're amazing)
How sweet the sound (you're amazing)
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost (it feels so bad when you're lost and alone)
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Currently Listening The Whitest Kids U Know By The Whitest Kids U Know see related

bullshit.

I'm going to fail eighth grade unless I get my act straightened out. There's only a like thirteen or fourteen days left.

Shiiiiiitttttttt.

Well, whatever.

Died my hair again, bleached it, so now its like really blonde. :)

For some reason, I fell really depressed right now. I just want to break down and cry. I'm really upset and I really don't know why. I miss everyone, espescially him. =[

Someone come over tomorrow, or lets go to the mall or something.

BORED, as hackin' hell. =/